Coy Decoy

Mix tapes replayed
Songs that revealed what we felt
Reliving history; being forced to endure
Just another example of living in torture

You walked out on me
It was a conscious decision
A choice to live with
This battling wills crap is just a myth

I expected something other than just a closed door
No words, no excuses
At first I was kind of glad to see the other side
Until I realized that I could no longer hide

How did I live this long
To only serve myself
I'm sure you were too tired to explain
Now I know what it was like to live in pain

In life, you see things as they happen
But that's only your perception
To really notice what's taking place
You have to be willing to run at someone else's pace