Sunday, January 29, 2006

Why?

Sometimes in this crazy little recreational event called life, I do things that upset me. I hurt myself. No one else. Me. Jeff. I do it. I do it all. In fact, I do so much that sometimes, sometimes, I just really wish bad things upon myself. Why cannot I not learn from past mistakes? Why do I choose to live in revelry? Why oh why am I so dumb. I am not smart. I am an ass. Thank you.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

believe me, you are not the only one... maybe different situations, different mistakes, but i know what you mean... the hardest part is picking yourself back up again and starting anew... that is that part i don't know if i can do anymore.. but i really wish you the best of luck... i will definitely pray for you in this... because maybe, just maybe, if i can't help myself, i can at least help you in some way... that works, right? :)

Christie said...

God can use an ass.

Debbie said...

Why are you so hard on yourself? You've accomplished much in your life, I've read your entries from almost day one. :-) But I know when one thing goes wrong it's like a freaking domino effect. There's an end to those dominos, trust me. :-)